With a song in the background,
an indie song,
a rather coincidence.
I was thinking about how I have been proven wrong again.
How I had thought that I lost all my expressions of humanity.
But with this time when the metropolitans around the world have changed into an unknown alley,
I have again found what it’s like to be able to connect like human.
And the first expression that I found in these days is the expression of fear.
I am again afraid like I am alive,
I am again seeing the turmoil of losses and having a refrained terror.
I must have found a hollow somewhere in the past,
a hollow cave…
I exchanged that with bad dreams…
But now again this cave is filling,
the suffocation is in the air,
and I don’t know whether I have enough poems in me to exchange this with.
Perhaps the world won’t change after this…we will surely do but the world won’t,
Music and murder both will mean the same even after this.

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Photograph: Steve Gosling.